Friday, January 12, 2007
It's been one month today
since I have had my D&C. I am finally ready to talk about what has happened. I just realized a few minutes ago that it has been a month today, and that for me means that I am finally starting to get over what has happened and I am finally not focusing on the negative so much and starting to become more positive and excited about our future. I decided to put a ticket at the top of the blog as a positive symbol of what is in store for us and hopefully that ticket will turn into a due date ticker. Our miscarriage was so hard, I can not even begin to put it into words. It seems strange really since I was only pregnant for eight weeks, however, it was eight weeks full of fun and excitement us. Jeff and I really enjoyed being pregnant and I am really hoping we are pregnant here again soon. I would love to have a baby in 2007, but we only have a few months for that to even happen. Most definitely we would love a healthy baby and hopefully God will bless us with one. The hardest thing for us was the holidays. We had planned on surprising our family on Christmas Day by giving them a gift of our first ultra sound picture. It was just torture knowing how everything could have been so fun and exciting and here I was mourning over the loss of a little baby that I will never know. We did end up telling our families what happened and of course they felt very badly for us but are hopeful that things will turn around soon. Hopefully this is the end of a very rough road and a bright future from here on out.