Thursday, March 20, 2008

Changes

I have decided today that I need to make a few changes in my life for the better. I have been very unhappy in my job with a few good days sprinkled here and there just to keep me going. Yesterday was a BAD DAY and pretty much confirmed for me that it is not going to get any better until I start making some changes. I have gone down this path a few times in the past few months, visiting the popular job boards, sending out a few resumes, and even had a phone interview with a big company in the area. My heart wasn't really into it then. I wasn't ready to leave just yet. I really like the company I work for, I met my husband there, my sister works there, and I have met a lot of amazing friends, but I think it is time for a change. I just can not go through life at work feeling alone, afraid to make a mistake, overloaded and stressed all of the time. I do not like the person that I have become, insecure and not very confident in my abilities. I used to be such a confident person at work and I miss that person. At this point in my life I am willing to sacarafice salary for happiness, that is how much I miss being happy at work. So we shall see how things go, it's a very big and scary change for me. I worry just thinking about it, however, I think I am at a point where there is no looking back for me right now. Wish me luck!

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