Trying to keep it together
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
We tried to get the baby uncertainty off of our mind on Sunday by heading out to West Geauga to buy our Christmas tree. It is officially up in the great room but doesn't have a single ornament on it just yet. We plan on decorating it tonight so I will post pictures of our beautifully decorated tree. On the baby front, no news is good news I guess for now. I am still feeling very pregnant and am not spotting at all which is great. Spotting was the kiss of death with the last baby. I am trying to hold it together but I have had several meltdowns since everything is so up in the air. I am trying to stay as positive as the doctor was but we have been here before and know that a heartbeat doesn't mean much, especially with our babies. Please keep praying that I make it sanely through the week.